Yes, i've been away a bit. Some of it was vacation (which was probably one of the hardest things i've ever done) and some of it has been that it's been a bit quiet on the front, here.
Sure, i've got new symptoms. Horrible, freakish new "what the hell are you thinking, body?!" symptoms. But at this point, that's pretty status quo. So with each time it happens, with each barrage of tests they put me through and come up with approximately zero answers, i get a little more comfortable. This is how my body is now. It's a BAMF. It does what it wants, when it wants.
So that's that. i also went on vacation (holla!) alllll by myself and came back all in one piece. =) i only got sick once, and i took my wheelchair out to the mall and cowboy boot shopping and to the restaurants so i didn't make a scene if i passed out... It was honestly a lot of work for vacation, but completely worth it. i saw so many people i love that came from so far away! People who didn't know i was sick. People who were confused about who i am now and why i'm so different. People who were lifesavers in how helpful they were while i was tending to wedding duties and such. (People who let me drive the golf cart!) Beautiful, beautiful people.
It did my heart good, no matter what the silly cardiologist says. ;)
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